The Clarity Series: Step 1 – ‘Redefining Myself’

Forever thanking God for a clearer vision in my life.

So my aim for this year is to be as opportunistic as possible and make mistakes if I need to, look stupid if I need to as long as I know that I’m falling into the arms of God’s everlasting love and I’m staying true to myself.

Recently, I’ve found myself falling short of this aim and drowning in my worries of what others might think, what others might say, what others might feel. Don’t get me wrong, it’s important to care but not to the point where I’m left with pieces of myself I can barely recognise. I am aware I’ve written about this before, in fact this is kind of the whole point of this blog – for me to look back on it and see my journey and for anyone who reads it to perhaps relate to a few ideas that may help them realise that they’re never alone.

Anyway, the point is God has just shown me so much grace and love over the past few days, I’ve had my share of tears and gut-wrenching butterflies that refused to leave my stomach over situations that God opened my eyes to see weren’t worth all of that. He truly will never give you more than you can handle, not even an ounce more and I’ve seen this at work so clearly.

So I guess this is just my way of saying to anyone out there that you shouldn’t feel like giving up cause God hasn’t and will never give up on you. #BestBelieDat

I suddenly feel like I’m finding myself and I’m in a place of greater satisfaction, cause I’m fully aware that all I wanna do is write- any and everything. (This feels nostalgic cause my 1st post on this blog is quite similar to my discussion points here.) And I want to be able to take ownership of the words God speaks through my pen/ thumbs (depending on what generation I feel like claiming) and perhaps teach it to people who are willing to listen. This feels kind of like an epiphany but whatever it is, it’s not a set in stone plan, it’s not definite but it’s there and I can feel it’s the truth.

So I’m going to hold onto it and work as hard as I can to fall into the right opportunities and immerse my whole being in God’s grace and love.

Sending many blessings your way,

Peace & Love,

T

Xx

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